This few days my mood damn bad,really very easy get angry..
I trying to control my mood,maybe because of next year life make me like that? Or i too free so go think about those sad things?

Sometimes when i went out with friends,i rather be speechless listen them chat what..
Because i really can't join their topic,so i just can use my bad habit "COPY and PAST" as they always say me like to "copy their topic then past it" well never mind i already don't care about it...

Is there many things can chat,if there got many things to chat i now wont bored till nothing to chat with friends.. When we meet a new friend then we got many thing to chat,after a few month like that no more contact already.. Got sometimes see them online just say "HI" to them,then they will reply i'm busy chat next time.. Their next time is when?!

This month let me feel sucks,because really moody,i just get my license just for 5 days like that.. Then i die engine when want go out the road,then let those people who are at my back scold "FUCK YOU" "BABI". OK i'm sorry for blocking you all,but why you want to scold me? Did you see the "P" on my car,Are blind or what?You want to RUSH to where heaven or hell?!.. OK just now my friend company me with another friends, he say you see "They can drive like that smooth.. why you can't",I just answer i don't want to talk much to you, there is many things you haven't try don't.. i does not mean you are noob then me or pro then me, just want to explain to you "they" is they i'm "ME"

School going to reopen already, my mind FULL OF HATE WORDS..
Hate wake up early
Hate go to school
Hate staying in class
Hate alone
Hate homework
Hate see those people that i hate
Hate meet those annoying teacher
Hate walk back to home
Hate late back home
Hate the school canteen d food
Hate a bunch of thing happen in school or in class
Hate SPM
Hate cut my hair
Hate wear school uniform

HATE HATE HATE ALL HATE...

by Mervin

2009 is going to end..

2009 is going to END..
2010 is coming..

Salutations from Penang

hello...gosh it's a long time since i updated my blog
well...so say hi to all ^^
In penang computer center now and it's 4.55a.m!!!
yeah i know it's early and i had my breakfast, two half-boiled egg + hot tea
it such an delicous combinations
haha

well...living in Penang generally was nice and really enjoying
i even thought of migrating here when i have a family but who knowS rite?
Staying in my teacher friends' house and it was really nice despite that i am getting hard time to fall asleep...

hmm..yesterday was really a great day
We went to the Pragin mall and I try some nasi beriyani near Komtar
and it is urmm urmmm DELICIOUS!! wahaha
at nite we had our dinner near Queensbay at the kopitiam recommended by my teacher's friend and it is quite good also ^^
then we went to the Queensbay and too bad Swensens is now closed..
sighs..3 months ago it is still there and now no more..
well..will play some chess today and see what happens
hopefully i might pull out some wins la of course or some lesson ^^
well..so sleepy now
going to sleep now
Byes~

Well Tomorrow is the last day to you all in school,kinda of miss you all guys man.. Although we still can meet,but i cant c you all guys in school.. After you all finish SPM we go k.l open one farewell PARTY OK?!

Happy Graduate GUYS!!! And Good luck in SPM~










Mervin~

SIGH~!!!

Don't what happen to me again,feel don't have heart to done anything...!!

Sibling

Hmm...i think i hav nvr posted any pic with me and two of my sister together.
Went to UB with seik jun, kok wai, vai sin and chee kang today..
We do some hiking before we end up somewhere near the waterfall... They were splashing around like mad while i do what i always do whenever i go UB, arranging rocks.
I break my old record weh!! The water level from my knee risen till it reach my waist... Yeah i arrange the rocks to work as a dam..
Am nw waiting a the bus station while the geng are in ''nine king coconut''.. Dunno hav to wait for how long though...
Saw some leng luiS passing by and suddenly saw this one pretty girl who is kinda familiar. Then she came to me and then it struck --- it was one my best friend during primary school... She transfered a few years back. We did chat awhile but it was enough...

No school on monday due to the pertabalan Tengku Mukhriz as the Yam Tuan of Negeri Sembilan also means we are able to use the new shortcut to seremban which will reduce the time taken to seremban by 20-30 mins horray!!
ChanJanet,Alexson!! After spm we form team of four with one of these ppl (zhen xing, canon gan, yee jinq, zain, mr. Chan)...

Arh..!!!!
Arh..!!!!
Arh..!!!!
Arh..!!!!
Arh..!!!!
Arh..!!!!
Arh..!!!!
Arh..!!!!
Arh..!!!!

2009 going to end already,time to say good bye to my good friends...
Hope we can meet if we got time,well SPM is coming already gambateh everyone =)

After They are graduation,i mind become lonely in school,well i'm going to accept the truth.. No matter how lonely i in school,no matter how hard to pass the year,i'm really to face it..!!

I now feel so regret,because i wasted too much times.... It was to late to regret,but i promise myself next year will be better... But i always just only use mouth to say,and just type in blog In the end = ZERO..

Words that will never be too much if you say them a thousand times
Words that I keep wanting to hear
Words that are like magic to us
I love you, I love you

Chapter One.
ONE don't be cheap, say you love her at least twice a day
TWO anytime, anywhere, express consideration and esteem to each other
THREE casually send a letter, write it by pen instead of an email
FOUR refreshing morning call
FIVE sweet lullaby
SIX forget about who's watching, surprise her with a kiss in front of a crowd
SEVEN full tight event
EIGHT a date just for her
NINE rewind to the beginning, just like the first sensations
TEN when you miss her so much, run immediately to her

Words that will never be too much if you say them a thousand times
Words that I keep wanting to hear
Words that are like magic to us
I love you, I love you

Ooh ooh I'm happy every and each moment
I love you, I need you, always
My heart it filled only with you
I love you, I love you

Mighty Mouth everybody
Mighty Mouth

Chapter Two.
ONE forget about all your past lovers: Taehee, Hyegyo, Eunhye, Younha
TWO dont compare her with anyone in the world, you are so beautiful
THREE when you can't contact her
FOUR when you disagree a little
FIVE arguing about random stuff, it'll help you to get to know each other
SIX when you endure it once more and you wait once more, the love will grow
SEVEN believe her no matter what others say
EIGHT like the protagonist in a movie
NINE even if the sky collapsed, be ready to protect only her
TEN she's a star, now give your love to her

Words that will never be too much if you say them a thousand times
Words that I keep wanting to hear
Words that are like magic to us
I love you, I love you

Ooh ooh I'm happy every and each moment
I love you, I need you, always
My heart it filled only with you
I love you, I love you

Love class is starting
Please do as I say
Step One. Memorize this song
Step Two. Sing this song
Step Three. Love forever
It's really easy

Words that will never be too much if you say them a thousand times
Words that I keep wanting to hear
Words that are like magic to us
I love you, I love you

Words that will never be too much if you say them a thousand times
Words that I keep wanting to hear
Words that are like magic to us
I love you, I love you

My Friend who accident last time..

Wow.. The first thing you see this photo,you will feel OUCH that is very HURT..!!!

Meet Irwan/Ipin

Haha...meet my cute cousin
A very cute boy no matter how you look at him. Appearance or behaviour.
He's unpredictable also weh. You all should see what his reaction when he saw the cow. We all like O.o when we saw he chase the herd of cows away.. Really weh
The cow was 5 times bigger than that guy
Haha
And b4 he sleep he always have one wish to be fulfill b4 he able to sleep. And the thing is really simple and yet funny.
There's one time he ask my aunt he want to my aunt to put a plate on the table so that he can clean it up
Zadao

>.<

Don't knows if this is true, but forewarned is forearmed. Avoid putting
yourself in these kind of situations.

Please read n exercise caution.

This happened to me yesterday at Sunway Damansara ( traffic light
junction turning to Palm Spring Condo), at 3pm afternoon ..it was red
light and i was the 2nd car stopped at the traffic light..2
Malays on a motorbike stopped near my car and 1 Malay got down from the
motor smashed my passenger side window ,sprayed pepper spray on my eyes
and snatch the handbag away... it just happened within a second.. and i
horneed, horned, and horned ... no one could really help.. and I
suffered pain in my eyes, face and hand.. I lost everything inclusiding
my hand phone.Thieves are smarter now. With your eyes in pain , you are
unable to rush to bank or police station to make report. You cannot even
see their faces and number plate. They used my credit card at petrol
station near by
after snatching my handbag.

Pls be alert and DO NOT put your handbag at the passenger side. Stay
alert whenever u go and Don't be the next victim.. Thank god ,my kids
was not with me when things happened....


Annie



When staying in Hotels / Hostels
Please keep in mind when you are travelling alone and forward to female
friends and colleagues who may travel alone. To the guys, share this
with your sisters and all those women you know. I've always used the
menu which hang outside your doorknob to order breakfast when on
business trips.

I was recently staying at a well-known hotel and I ordered room service
for the next day on the flyer-like thing that you stick outside your
door.


On this order form, one writes her name, how many persons will be
eating, your room number, time of delivery and etc. I hung it on the
outside of my door for collection - it was a mistake! I had given
someone all the ammunition that he would need.

That someone went to my door-tag got my name and room number. And then
told the front desk that he was my husband (remember my tag showed 1
female name) and that he needed a new key. The clerk WITHOUT ASKING FOR
ID OR CALLING MY ROOM GAVE HIM MY ROOM KEY!

At 2 a.m .. I was awakened by my door opening (luckily I had put the
security bar across) with a man's hand trying to figure out how to get
the bar undone. I started yelling at him and told him that I was on the
phone with the police. He shut the door and left. I called down to the
lobby and spoke with the Front Desk - I wanted to alert Security about
the incident.

The hotel staff person said and I quote, "Oops, sorry about that" then
hung up. Well, let's just say that I was both terrified and angry the
rest of the night. Next morning, I spoke with a Hotel Manager whose eyes
almost popped out of his head when he learned that his clerk had given
an unidentifi ed stranger a key to my room. Am I glad that I am typing
this to all of you with my 2 year old kid on my lap. I don't want to
think of what might have happened if the safety chain/bar had not been
secured.

Please forward this to your female family members & friends. Better be
safe than sorry.



About Malaysian Security Guards - Must Read..IMPORTANT! !!

Don't work too late, Ladies, please take care and you men please tell
your wife to make Sure that they are not alone when they stay back to
work.Let me tell you a true story.

A girl was raped and murdered.. She went back to work on a public
holiday with another girl, the boyfriend even packed lunch for them and
later when the girls wanted to go home, the car couldn't start and the
other girl's boyfriend came to pick her up, but didn't wait coz the girl
told them to go off first and there was a security guard helping her.

She didn't come home that night and they found her body in a burnt car
abandoned in a rubber Estate in Dengkil on the 3rd day.
The guard reported to work and acted normal during the police
investigation but when the Police questioned him again, he remembered
the colour of her clothes in detail and they noticed that the hair on
his hands were seared although there was no burnt marks. He finally
admitted to killing her. There was no cover up but the case was not in
the papers.

Don't ever trust the security guards.Be sure to keep the office door
locked

Hey girls, Be forewarned and please be doubly, even triply cautious
whenever there is a need to stay back late at work.

If at all possible, leave early when there are still people around.
Better yet, if there is work that must absolutely be completed by that
day, take it home!

Just heard about another rape case at a multinational company.
The victim is married with kids, she worked till 11pm. Security guard
raped her in the toilet. She managed to escape and drove herself to the
hospital. Next day, the other employees were shocked to see the
condition of the toilet. Blood and her hair everywhere, and all the
brooms and mops were broken. The police later came and arrested the
security guard, who still reported for work the next day. However, they
managed to cover it up and this didn' get in the news or anything.I can
imagine how many such cases have been covered up in Malaysia . (This is
a sad reality)

Please girls, don't put your life in danger by working late or being
negligent. You can never be too careful. Malaysia ranks number 2 in
crime against women.

My extra note: guys, please tell your mom, your sister, your wife,
girlfriends and all your female friends around you too!

Today is the day that i most happy and most sad one..
Happy ones is i finally can take picture with my "kai" jie penny..
Sad ones is my uncle have just pass away,in this afternoon..
And now i duno what is my feeling... EMO? Sad?

Love is an excuse to get hurt?

Love really is an excuse to get hurt?,is that true for me i say "yes"
=)

i am not an angel

:*¨`*: •. I'm not an angel. • :*¨`*: •.




. • :*¨`*: •. I'm not an angel. • :*¨`*: •.

I have small mistakes Crown Crown bitter sins which I will not be big



. • :*¨`*: •. I'm not an angel. • :*¨`*: •.

The sad, but I quickly forget ... Has been attacked, but I was soon looking for a reason

The furious, but I soon seek satisfaction behind ..




. • :*¨`*: •. I'm not an angel. • :*¨`*: •.

I think one of them was ill, but I go back and ask for forgiveness and to allow

And I apologize for Tgosairi and Tsraei was a mistake, I understand but I am looking for the truth

or forget me or what has happened to forget already ..




. • :*¨`*: •. I'm not an angel. • :*¨`*: •.

I have Crapping... Crown crazy ... Heir to the Crown moment several aspects of love may not have loved




. • :*¨`*: •. I'm not an angel. • :*¨`*: •.

I live in the time it is time ... The reincarnation of personality is not me

Was looking for something I do not I own that I own ... I am trying to have what should not be trying to




. • :*¨`*: •. I'm not an angel. • :*¨`*: •.

May not own a white wings or very white heart

It may be even a little white and may not be anything but black and I do not know




. • :*¨`*: •. I'm not an angel. • :*¨`*: •.

But I am not a demon

I am a simple man ... I appreciate the value of an apology when it is the duty

I appreciate the magnificence of sacrifice if it became time

And had the heart holds inside, a lot of love and tolerance all around me

Do you like me???

Because i'm not angel .....

Sick

Arh..!!! HOT HOT HOT,FLU FLU FLU,COLD COLD COLD,PAIN PAIN PAIN,FEVER FEVER FEVER...

Two candles faded

7.42p.m
On the way to Hospital Klawang
Funny
I expect death of some close but i never expect that it's family close. My grandparents bind their live together when they married , they are happy and sweet together. Their love are strong and they do almost everything together. In the end, their life ended together.
Raya are coming in 1 more day and this happen.
Well raya won't be the same anymore. It looks like I'll hardly able to see those happy face of my cousin wearing Baju Melayu, eating kuih and cakes baked by myself, chit chatting and playing with other cousin. It is a big family consist of 10 sibling including my mother. 41grandchildren including myself and 8 great grandchildren. How cheerful it was when all these people gathered under one roof. Look like this year is the last year but in different enviroment.
Raya will never be the same again.

All My Models =]

Editor: Gan Kah Ying..
Photographer: Mervin Chee Weng Ee

Model : Erika Yap Hui Jin
Model : Lee Mwen Wen
Model : Jesslynn Yan

my first model =)

Hahaha..~~ She is my first model,got two more model haven't upload..
Well I love capture photo,but at the same time,now i need just only a CAMERA.. Without camera i can't take any photo that i wanted,too bad my two brothers need to use their camera so they wont lend me their camera =(. I really wanted to buy myself a camera,now everything are very expensive...!! Really hard to earn money to buy a thing,that i like.. =(

Ice Cream~ <33

An update for the blog~
put some songs
Mervin tell me how u find the song ^^

the songs which i was addicted a few years ago coming back to haunt me^^

Garry Kasparov Talk on Mikhail Tal article

This is a translation of a one-hour radio feature about Mikhail Tal, aired on the radio "Echo Moskvy" on November 30th.

Mikhail Tal, the great Soviet chess player, wasn't a "classical" chess prodigy like Jose Raul Capablanca, who, as the legend says, learned to play at tender age, just watching the adults playing. The Riga schoolboy Misha Tal learned how to place and move the little wood figures soon after the war. In 1946, he was 10. Later than some of his peers. But when he learned to play, there was no doubt that he'd become a genius. Three years later, Tal would play for the Latvia youth team. At the age of 17 he would win the Latvian championship, and at 21, the USSR championship.

To say that chess were much popular in the Soviet Union then than in Russia now is to say nothing. Chess were something of a national sport. In most schools, there were chess circles. The world championship games were analyzed in newspapers and on TV. Millions of people were able to comprehend the style and beauty of leading chess players' games.

Mikhail Tal became so quickly popular and famous because he played completely different chess than most of the other Soviet grandmasters who more or less imitated their acknowledged leader, the world champion Mikhail Botvinnik who preferred quiet, calculating, rational if not somewhat boring playing style. Tal played "wrong" chess - entertaining, spectacular, dramatic, combinational. He was like the legendary American Paul Morphy, the unofficial world champion of the mid-19th century. And he was like Russian chess emigree Alexander Alekhine, the only chess world champion who died undefeated.

Tal would sacrifice minor and major pieces, creating positions so complicated that most of his partners couldn't calculate all the possible variants and choose the right one during the game. They got nervous, made mistakes and lost. Later, after the quiet analysis, especially in recent years when powerful chess computers became available, it was often proved that many Tal's combinations, with pawn, knight, bishop, rook, queen sacrifices, were unsound and could have led him to defeat. But in the game, they brought Tal one win after another.

In 1960, before his 24th birthday, Tal met in a world championship match against Botvinnik, crushed him and became the then youngest world champion. It was his career peak. There were many more victories for him afterwards, but Tal didn't occupy the chess throne for long. Just a year later, in 1961, Tal was utterly destroyed by Botvinnik in the return match. Almost up to his death Tal remained in the chess ratings top 10. But he never managed to become first again.

His health, quite frail since his childhood, often failed him, as well as his habit of living at large. The charming, witty, highly educated, lady's man and a keen partygoer, Tal was very ill in his later years and died in 1992, just 56 years old.

Eugeny Kiselev: And now let me introduce today's guest. Here in the studio, across from me, the 13th world champion Garry Kasparov.

Garry Kasparov: Good day.

EK: Thank you for taking part in our program. The first question I'd like to ask, did you know Tal personally?

GK: Yes, indeed. I played against him.

EK: What's the score?

GK: We played some games, there were many draws, I won one. That's the classical chess score. The quick chess, blitz - the score is even, I think. But one game against Tal, I remember the most - a simul game, in March 1974. There was a competition in USSR: the Pioneer Palace teams played each other, captained by their grandmaster alumni. Our team reached the final and played against Riga. Tal gave us a simul. And this handshake... I wasn't 11 yet, and Tal himself was against me. I was so shocked that I couldn't play well and quickly lost. But I still remember those feelings. Then we played in 1978 USSR Championship, our first official game. Then we played a blitz match of 14 games, scoring 7:7. I looked through these games recently. After than, we met many times. Our relationship was good.

I worked a bit with Tal. Around 1980, he visited Baku, we played a couple of training games, and the chess contact wasn't lost until Tal's very last days. There was a blitz tournament in Moscow, one month before Tal's death. He looked horribly. But Tal was still Tal. In this blitz tournament, I lost my only game to him. I retaliated in the second round, but the fact was that until the very end, he still had this vision of games. He was the only one I knew who didn't calculate the variants, he saw them.

EK: Can you elaborate?

GK: We calculate: he does this then I do that. And Tal, through all the thick layers of variants, saw that around the 8th move, it will be so and so. Some people can see the mathematical formulae, they can imagine the whole picture instantly. An ordinary man has to calculate, to think this through, but they just see it all. It occurs in great musicians, great scientists. Tal was absolutely unique. His playing style was of course unrepeatable. I calculated the variants quickly enough, but these Tal insights were unique. He was a man in whose presence others sensed their mediocrity.

He led a very unusual life. He didn't think of anything. He lived here and now, and this enormous energy was always around him. The positive energy. Tal was one of the few completely positive people I knew, he wasn't contentious. Chess is very contentious game by its nature, and he wasn't.

EK: That is, he was an easy man.

GK: Well, not so much as easy as willing to be in normal relations with the world around him, not to enclose but to try to change something for the better. This easiness in a chess player of such level was unique.

EK: What if we'd try and compare him with other chess history figures? There was Botvinnik, for instance. He didn't lose just to Tal, but also to Smyslov, and finally resigned his chess crown to Petrosian. But still, the late 40s and 50s is the Botvinnik era. What changed in the chess after Tal? There's a theory that Tal was a part of Krushchev Thaw.

GK: I think that the world champions conformed to the spirit of their respective eras. This can be traced back to the first world champions, and this quite nicely fits Botvinnik's bio in particular. Botvinnik's domination was actually in the 30s. He was already the leading Soviet chess player. All those congratulations from the Soviet government, Botvinnik's letter to Stalin, the special privileges for the first Soviet chess player who competes at the world championship level, it's 1936-1937.

When Botvinnik met Tal, there was a 25-year era behind him. Botvinnik's style, it's very important, conformed to the spirit of that era, very rational, cold, scientific, he tried to divide chess into individual squares and analyze all them one by one. That was a revolutionary breakthrough in chess. This dogmatism worked. Smyslov was different, but also played in that classical style.

EK: How was Smyslov different from Botvinnik?

GK: Smyslov was a practitioner, while Botvinnik was a researcher. Vasily Vasilievich played more intuitive chess. Botvinnik wanted to study all the nuances, and Smyslov's playing was like a stream of chess consciousness. Though in his best years his principle was quite simple: I make 40 good moves, and if my partner also makes 40 good moves, then there's a draw.

So the quality of the moves was incredibly high, but in the eyes of general chess society, those were two different, but ultimately similar chess philosophies. Tal's difference was complete. From the very beginning, he played chess that should have been condemned by those classical canons. But the problem wasn't just that he played, and he won. He created such situations on chessboard... Today, with computers, it becomes clear what happened there.

But then, the people were just shocked, they weren't used to such playing, and at 21 Tal becomes a USSR champion, and in the 1958 - a two-time USSR champion. It's impossible to comprehend that now, the USSR Championship was by far the world's strongest tournament in those times.

EK: Almost a world championship.

GK: Botvinnik didn't play, but it still was a super-elite tournament, stronger than any other in the world. It was incredible to win a USSR championship twice in a row.

EK: Well, yes. There weren't many strong players in the world. Reshevsky, the young Fischer...

GK: But still, Reshevsky already wasn't a competitor, and Fischer wasn't yet. The very young Larsen appears. But still, the USSR Championship was first-class. In 1959, he didn't play too good and shared 2nd-3rd with Spassky, Petrosian won. The championship was held in Tbilisi. Tal with his playing very quickly reached the base of chess Olympus. Many thought that the USSR Championship had a number of weaker players, but in the Candidates' Tournament, where it's needed to play Smyslov four times, Tal wouldn't achieve much.

But he won that Candidates' Tournament in Yugoslavia. A splendid victory, in style to which commentators weren't used. He'd win a game against Smyslov, sacrificing material, and Smyslov couldn't find defence. It's still a question whether there was any defence. And the next game, he would win it while a piece behind. He played completely different chess. It was a great sensation. But many still thought that it wouldn't work against Botvinnik. But it worked! Botvinnik was crushed.

But in the return match, Botvinnik found Tal's weaknesses, and Tal, due to his youth and openness, failed to prepare well. He played worse. But the very fact of the win against Botvinnik was impressive. It was really a thaw. Politically, it coincided very well. Tal's open style conformed well to the current political era. If you allow me to continue this analogy, Tal's victory couldn't last long because the thaw was coming to an end.

EK: Still, what happened in that year? What happened with Tal?

GK: I think that he wasn't prepare for the thick and thin, to begin really working, to continue the self-perfection. His playing style required an enormous strain, also he had to understand the threats of the return match against Botvinnik. Botvinnik prepared, despite being 50 years old he had that ability to dissect and study the causes of his defeat and find the playing concept which would be inconvenient for Tal. It's revealing that Tal defeated Botvinnik five times in the return match.

EK: And six times in the first one.

GK: But he also lost ten games. Tal still won many enough games, but the novelty that struck Botvinnik was gone. And, of course, Tal should have prepared differently for the return match. But if he prepared, he wouldn't be Tal. He lived differently, it was simpler to him than to us. From my conversations with Tal, I think he didn't consider the things obvious to us to be of any importance. Tal was much lighter on his feet, much more prone to anxiety than other chess players.

EK: Do you want to say that results didn't mean as much to him as to other chess players?

GK: Well, the result meant much to him, but bad results weren't such drama for him as for other players. Tal was an artist, he deemed any game worthy if it was interesting. Nevertheless, he was an immensely strong player, until the very end he was dangerous for any partner.

In 1988, there was a blitz world championship in Canada, all the leading players took part. And Tal became the blitz world champion.

EK: Did you play?

GK: I did. I lost in quarter-finals. Karpov lost even earlier. It was play-off. In the final, Tal defeated Vaganian. It was a very difficult tournament, and yet he won it. He was 51, his health was already declining. But he still remained Tal. He didn't even seek the truth in chess, he sought beauty. It was a concept completely different from most of ours.

EK: Why then couldn't he compete for a world championship again? As you just said, until his last days he remained one of the world's strongest players. If I remember correctly, he was always in Elo rating Top-10 list.

GK: Yes, we can say that Tal was in Top-10 until he was 50. Moreover, in 1973, there was a string of tournament wins that sadly ended in the Leningrad Interzonal. He was in the top three then, perhaps even second. Karpov probably didn't overtake him yet. And he rose again in 1978-1979. Another sequence of wins and, I think, world's second rating once again. Karpov was first then.

He probably lacked that solidity. Even after his superb win in 1979 Interzonal, he lost a quarter-final match against Polugaevsky. He was stronger than Polugaevsky, but he had to prepare, he needed other qualities, sporting, researching ones. Tal always lacked them, and this always hindered his efforts.

After 1961, he failed to find an adequate solution to his chess problems. Still, in 1965 he played a final match against Spassky.

EK: I just wanted to ask, was Spassky stronger?

GK: He was more versatile. Undoubtedly. By the way, Tal never played too good against Spassky. There were some "inconvenient" partners: Spassky, Korchnoi. And in 1965, it became obvious that it's too hard for Tal to make that final effort. The next generation arrived, they knew Tal's lessons.

EK: But wait, weren't Spassky and Tal about the same age?

GK: Spassky was a year younger, but in 1965, he already played other chess. The era of dogmatic Botvinnik ended. Tal made efforts, but he couldn't concentrate on the results.

EK: We compared Tal with other players. We can't help but remember Karpov. Did their ways ever cross?

GK: Tal worked with Karpov, very seriously worked. It seems to have began before the match against Fischer, but Tal played an important role when Karpov played Korchnoi.

EK: Did you mean the cancelled match against Fischer?

GK: Yes. In Bagio, and, I think, they were still in touch in Merano, when Karpov played Korchnoi again, but the peak of their collaboration was in 1978. This peak also indicated Tal's rise, because such collaboration helps both sides. It was very important for Karpov to have Tal's support, but Tal also learned a lot about the new trends in chess. So his rise in 1978-1979 was also a result of this work.

EK: They seem so different.

GK: Well, that's why their work helped them both. They are indeed different. But Tal played more pragmatically then. In the late 70s, he became a more technical player. He still could start a combinational storm, but it wasn't all-important to him anymore. He did understand that it was necessary to do some boring things at the chessboard and learned to do them quite well. He'd always find some peculiarities in the positions that his equally famous colleagues couldn't.

EK: Did Tal play Fischer?

GK: Of course, he did. And he was like a curse for Fischer, because he beat him viciously. In 1959, in that Candidates' Tournament, Tal finished ahead of Keres despite losing to him 3:1, because he thoroughly defeated all the foreign players. And he crushed Fischer 4:0. Fischer first won against Tal in 1961 Bled tournament. But still, Tal was always a trouble to Fischer, especially in his youth.

EK: Why?

GK: I think that Fischer also tried to be a "right" chess player, and Tal was "wrong". He played in the way that irritated Fischer. He was very emotional. And Tal's approach to chess unnerved Fischer, so he couldn't play well. It was pretty one-sided until a certain moment.

EK: You mentioned two more names. Talking of Tal, we're remembering the entire history of Soviet chess. Two men who very nearly missed the chess throne, Paul Keres and Viktor Korchnoi. Do you agree?

GK: Of course. Keres was called "forever second", he never could cross that barrier to become a candidate, even though he was a real competitor as early as the late 30s, and I think only because of the WWII he didn't get to play Alekhine. Because the young Keres' results were good enough to challenge Alekhine. It was a competition of sorts between Keres and Botvinnik.

Botvinnik succeeded. He got the right position in this historical dispute. Botvinnik represented the Soviet Union, Keres couldn't find a place for himself because he lived in Estonia during the war, on German territory, he played in German tournaments, he played Alekhine there. And that was a serious problem that could have ended tragically for Keres, because he didn't emigrate, there are many versions why this didn't happen. The first years of living in the Soviet Union were a severe ordeal to him, and the broken man had no strength to challenge Botvinnik.

And then he just couldn't. Someone was always a step ahead: first Smyslov, then Tal, then Petrosian. Keres always came second in those tournaments. Korchnoi's situation was different, he played a world championship match, but later, when the performance of other players of his age declined. Korchnoi played in USSR Championships since the 50s, he won silver medal in 1954. He couldn't surpass Tal, Petrosian, Spassky. And when their results declined, Korchnoi was able to progress rapidly, especially after his escape, emigration from the USSR. Korchnoi played very well in 1977.

He had several more years, despite his age. He approached 50, played extremely well, his playing was fresh. Well, he wasn't strong enough to beat Karpov. But Korchnoi's contribution to chess is enormous. Viktor Lvovich is near 80 now but still plays inventively, with interest. It was interesting to watch how a 75 years old veteran defeats those who could be his great-grandchildren.

EK: They say that Korchnoi had a particular style, he was very defensive. Was he?

GK: His playing was non-standard, as Tal's was, it was unbalancing. But while Tal attacked, Korchnoi accepted those attacks. That's why it was so hard for Tal to play against him, Korchnoi didn't react to his attacks. Korchnoi drew the fire. Tal created a storm, and Korchnoi waited patiently until it calms. But don't forget that it's just the distinctive features of their styles. Don't think that their other aspects of playing were worse. Korchnoi's technique grew with age, his endgame technique in the 80s was so strong that even Karpov had serious troubles against him.

EK: Could you tell me what you think about the cause of the phenomena called the great Soviet chess?

GK: It's hard to tell, but don't forget that chess was rapidly developing in Russia even before 1917. There was a Russian chess school. Chigorin was its most prominent player, but there were good players before him, and with him, it had just gone to a new level. So in the early 20th century there were some brilliant chess players from the Russian Empire, not just Alekhine: for instance, Rubinstein, Nimzowitsch, it's all Russian Empire. Baltic states, Poland, but still it was Russia then. There was Germany, but Russia was among the most prominent chess nations.

And the regular chess tournaments, two greatest pre-WWI tournaments were in Saint-Petersburg in 1909 and 1914. They contributed a lot to the development of chess. And then this effort was exploited by the Soviet government. They attracted very many young talented chess players. Chess became an integral part of a new, incipient culture. And again, the international tournaments. Moscow 1925. The famous movie "Chess Fever". In addition to many internal tournaments, there were international ones. And all that, the attention to chess, the state support, led to the development of a chess school. And it developed. Talent is everywhere, you just have to create the conditions to search for it.

Sadly, in Russia, something completely opposite happens. Then intelligence seemed very important, and everything possible was done to find and develop this intelligence, but the current disdain for intelligence also has an impact on chess. I think that the results of Russian national chess teams, both men and women, are disastrous...

EK: I remember my school childhood. In my class, it was considered that if you're getting good marks, you should also play good chess.

GK: It was a part of some culture. Chess was one of Soviet Union's calling cards. Hockey, chess, figure skating - we knew that we're better than everyone else there. But now, sadly, it's all lost mainly because the regard for intelligence declined sharply, especially from the government.

EK: There were the Pioneer Palaces, various tournaments.

GK: Yes, there was a system.

EK: The "White Rook".

GK: Yes, there was the "White Rook", the Pioneer Palace tournaments for the prizes from Komsomolskaya Pravda newspaper - another system. They allowed to pass the experience from generation to generation. There were chess schools, there was Botvinnik's chess school, later to become Botvinnik and Kasparov's chess school. There was always a possibility to get that past experience. The generations change took many different forms. Speaking of Tal, I became a world champion on Tal's birthday, November 9th.

EK: On Tal's birthday?

GK: Yes. I remember than on November 8th, before the last game with Karpov, I got calls from my teacher Botvinnik and from Tal, with whom I was on friendly terms. Botvinnik gave me a speech. He was like, "You lead 12:11. No matter what happens, you have proved that this match should have been played". Very stern he was. Tal didn't say anything like that. He just reminded me, "Don't forget, young man, that tomorrow is my birthday". The bond of generations was always there. The chess teams constantly changed, in 1980 I played my first Chess Olympiad, and Tal also was in the team.

The generations changed. And it was obvious that it's all possible because there was fresh blood. It was. But now, even despite there are many talented chess players around, there's no such system that made parents search for a chess talent in their children.

EK: But we now play good tennis. That's also en example.

GK: They built a lot of tennis courts, that's actually good.

EK: Nothing bad. But there was some kind of a monarch's will. "Make it so".

GK: And the results came quite quickly. This also proves the conception that talents are everywhere. You just have to create conditions for them.

EK: We need a chess-loving president.

GK: You don't have to spend so much on chess as you have on tennis or soccer.

EK: That's true, no need to spend a lot.

GK: In 1989-1990, when Shamil Tarpischev just began his activities that later engulfed the whole country, there was already a strong chess base. Nothing needed to be reinvented. The remnants of those chess centers still exist. But the most interesting thing is that the chess activity has moved into the ex-Soviet republics. Who won the Olympics? Georgia and Ukraine woman teams tied for first.

EK: Georgia had a lot of strong woman chess players.

GK: Of course. In some cases, for instance in 1980, Georgians comprised the whole Soviet woman chess team. Nevertheless, Maya Chiburdanidze is 47, in 1976 we won USSR championships in Tbilisi, she won girls' championship, I won boys', she was 15, I was still 12. January 1976. She plays on the first board, she gets the best result. It was joked that of all her partners, only one was born before she became a world champion. That's the reserve they still have, even though there are many young Georgian players, and the Ukrainian team is also quite young. But they have different determination to win.

Who won the men's Olympics? Armenia. Twice in a row. Before that, Ukraine won in 2004. Different determination. They need to win. And I think there's no need to remind where did the whole Israel team, who claimed second place, come from.

EK: I can imagine.

GK: Even though there are many young players there. Determination for a result. There was an understanding that in USSR any place except the first is a failure. There's nothing like that now. I don't know how to explain that. But still, the Soviet chess history is something we can be proud of. It's worth noting that our relationship with Karpov could be very tense, but when we played for our country, we understood that we're pursuing a common goal and worked together quite well.

EK: Speaking of politics. Was Tal a dissident or not, was he interested in politics at all?

GK: He was a freedom lover. And, obviously, couldn't accept all that official frippery. He was indifferent to all that. He wasn't interested in the confrontation. He wasn't a contentous type. He could never accept Korchnoi's approach. But because of his personality, his intellectual determination Tal obviously didn't accept what was going on. But he just lived his own life, abstracted away from all that, and still he had some problems, some fallout with Karpov, and that had an impact on his ability to play in tournaments.

EK: Even like that?

GK: Very often.

EK: But why he fell out with Karpov?

GK: I can't tell exactly why he fell out with Karpov. They say that one of the reasons was that Tal highly valued my chances to become a world champion. Karpov considered that attitude defeatist. I can't say for sure. I think that Tal was a man who could say something, but never tried to conform to the moment. He could fall into troubles. Though then came perestroika, it became easier to go abroad and play in tournaments. But Tal in Soviet time constantly encoundered some troubles, both in the 60s and 70s, if he wasn't on top of the chess hierarchy, he could have been easily left out of the Olympic team.

He had those troubles when he wasn't on his peak.

EK: Non-standard, inconvenient. Health problems...

GK: Yes, they always could find them. And he was absolutely incontrollable. One couldn't expect from him some Korchnoi-style escapades. Tal would make statements, go abroad... He was, to put it that way, socially alien to the system.

EK: Well, there were very few chess players who emigrated to the West.

GK: Well, there were some, but we have to make distinction between emigration and defection, like Korchnoi's.

EK: Well, I'm not saying... As far as I remember, only Korchnoi openly stated about his defection.

GK: And what about Lyova Alburt and, for that matter, Gata Kamsky in 1989?

EK: Different times.

GK: Of course. From that era, it's, of course, Alburt and Korchnoi. They were players of different level, but Lev Alburt nevertheless was also a grandmaster, played in the USSR Championship finals. And Tal, I think, was free everywhere. He didn't care where he was.

EK: But the people emigrated.

GK: Yes, a lot of people. Not the elite players, but they did emigrate. And speaking of defectors, we may remember Igor Ivanov. He was an international master from Uzbekistan.

EK: I can't remember him.

GK: His greatest achievement - he defeated Karpov at the USSR Spartakiad of Nations in 1979.

EK: I remember Leonid Stein, a strong player.

GK: Lyonia Stein died. He didn't go anywhere. His career was also very distinguished and unique. He was unlucky because there were quotas on Soviet players. Tournaments comprised only of Soviet players were unacceptable. Stein twice fell victim of those quotas, because there were Keres, Tal, Spassky ahead of him. He always narrowly missed his chances. And his three USSR Championship titles is a unique result.

Still, to win a USSR Championship in these times was quite an achievement. Those who won it more than once were undoubtedly extra-class players. He died very early, he was 38 years old. In 1973, right before the Interzonal.

EK: What did Tal think of your competition with Karpov. You said that he just reminded you of his birthday...

GK: It was before the last game.

EK: And in the previous years and months? Especially during the first, most dramatic match.

GK: Tal openly sympathized me. The most momentous event happened before the play-off of the 27th game, which I lost, and the score became 5:0. Tal visited us in the "Russia" hotel, we analyzed the game a bit, it was clear that my position wasn't good, and I went to finish the game without much enthusiasm. Though when I analyzed the game recently for the book about this match against Karpov, I learned that I had good chances to save the game. Many things become clearer with computers. Tal said that this position is unlikely to be saved.

And after this game, when the score became 5:0, I again met him, and he said, "Young man, you stand no chance now. Now all you can do is to shut the door with a bang". Tal sympathized me and gave some playing tips.

EK: And what did he say when the score was 5:3?

GK: We weren't in touch at that point, Tal wasn't in Moscow. For the older generation of chess players, what happened in this match wasn't unlike a miracle. An omen. They understood that a new era had begun, because 5:0 is a diagnosis. And if Karpov can't win after 5:0, then something had happened. Both Botvinnik and Tal felt that very sharply.

The fresh style that I brought into chess and that was finally formed in the match against Karpov seemed to them, the patriarchs of our chess, an important breakthrough. Chess can't be in a balanced state for long. Something always should be moved. These matches, the playing level I managed to show, drew positive reactions from Botvinnik and Tal, this style was more favourable for Tal.

EK: I never had an opportunity to ask you this question before, though other people most likely did. If the match wasn't stopped, could you have equalized?

GK: It's too hard to analyze hypothetically.

EK: And how about your feelings?

GK: If to analyze it now, we have to take in account that Karpov was in a very depressed mood: how's that, he can't win just one more game and keeps losing. And I started to play stronger. That was the thing that unnerved and depressed Karpov the most. It was obvious that I progressed in the match's course. And my playing in the end was very different from what whas in the beginning. That was pressing.

Most probably, I could've won a fourth game. And then... that's not a question of whether I win or not anymore. I could have lost. One mistake is enough. It's actually the law of averages - how long can you hang down the rope. If the match continued after 5:4, anything was possible. It's very easy to make one mistake.

EK: It's still a game, isn't it?

GK: Of course. I think, the match would have ended soon enough, maybe 7 or 8 games or so, and I don't know if I'd have the strength to avoid that fatal mistake, or Karpov would have the strength to wait for it. I don't know. It was the first time Karpov faced the real threat of losing a match. It still wasn't 50:50, I believe in the law of averages, and it was, of course, on Karpov's side. But the risk of defeat had become apparent because Karpov could lose every week.

But still, Karpov is Karpov. The quality of last games suggested a high probability of me making... just one mistake, little more was needed. But there also was a chance to win. And so the match cancellation psychologically helped Karpov. But it also gave me a great psychological drive for the future.

EK: And Mikhail Tal probably helped you. I don't know if he was religious, but he prayed for you, for your victory.

GK: I think Tal never prayed for anybody. Tal just wanted some changes. He couldn't do anything else. He wanted the stiff, very much Karpov-oriented system to change. And he didn't even attempt to hide his sympathies and his expectations.

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Hamtaro

Walao eh
My hamter so cute man!
Wthell so random =.=

The Day To Day My Life Is getting More Short..
I feel my gastric now is getting more worst,i dun care about just let it be..
But i want to done all my thing before i leave this world~













(Mervin)

tick tocks tick tocks
times is killing me slowly!!!

Lolx.. This is my first time let dog bitten like that,I let jackson dog bitten like that one O.o.. Hahahaha..~~ The reason why i will let his dog bite,because i go kacau it and the dog dislike ppl touch it neck.. Then i'm the first person who be example,then i go touch it,first time it no bite me then the second time GG..

Merdeka

Haha...
Happy birthday to Malaysia!
Merdeka! Merdeka! Merdeka! That's what every Malaysians heard and reply with full of patriotic spirit.
Haha..the picture of kamarul 'zhi pai' wahaha

Mermory.~~

Yes i'm waiting for someone...Someone that i never meet for 9years and we never contact each another,I don't how was she now,but i hope she will be fine and happy always...!!

Copy right:Mervin Chee ^^V

MERVIN CHEE WENG EE

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are very hyper. You never slow down, even when it's killing you.
You're the type of person who can be a workaholic during the day... and still have the energy to party all night.
Your energy is definitely a magnet for those around you. People are addicted to your vibe.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.
You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.
A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.
You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.
You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.
You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.
Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

Kamarul Arifin = =

do you find it true or false?

You Are Smart and Curious

You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life. You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip. People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated. You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want. You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way! You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way. And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life. You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it. You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are loving, compassionate, and ruled by your feelings. You are able to be a foundation for other people... but you still know how to have fun. Sometimes your emotions weigh you down, but you generally feel free from them. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Ramadhan Again~

Yay!! Ramadhan finally here ^^
haha...i've been waiting for this month of the year since last Aidilfitri
yeah
i noe i'm lame but who cares??

HAHA!!


Happy Fasting and selamat Berpuasa for all the muslims out there ^^
and also for my sister who jz secretly started blogging (she still didnt know i knew )

yay!! finally i can save my money

i cant save money during other months as i tend to buy foods = =

SPM seminar in seremban on 27-29th i cant wait =)

Hey..
I'm The New Owner of this blog =]
Hehehe..~~
Want to learn how to write blog like kamarul xD
This was the first time i share blog with Friend..~.~

<>M3rv1n<>

introduction the new other owner for the blogs
MERVIN CHEE WENG EE!!
hahaha
okay okay...be nice to him ok?
out~

Kitty Kitty Kitty~~

The Cusp of Oscillation – Cancer/Leo Cusp July 19-25

You are a complex person who is not easily read. You are resistant to emotional manipulation. You have a contrasting personality. You are efficient and are able to complete tasks. You love to be on the cutting edge of innovative projects and activities; you’d rather be in the thick of the battle rather then sit on the sidelines. You crave excitement and need to meet challenges dauntlessly. You are calm under fire. You have extreme urges and have an unconscious drive for near-death experiences. You need security and dependability but can bore easily and hanker for excitement and change. You have a wide palette of emotional and sexual expression and express your desires over a wide variety of partner types. You can be faithful to your mate as long as they hold your attention and can be accepting, open and understanding. Strengths: Morally Courageous – Exciting – Dauntless Weaknesses: Manic Depressive – Addictive – Emotionally Blocked

Goodbye Hair
wahahahahha

Tagged by Jolyn

was going through blogs and saw this tag =.=
wasn't expected i will be tag by her though
well here's go nothing

1. What have you been doing recently?

study, eat, sleep, jog and computer

2. Do you ever turn your handphone off?

yes,when i really hate to be disturb

3. What happened at 10am today?

studying with chia yung

4. When did you last cry?

forgot

5. Believe in Fate/Destiny?

sure why not?


6. What do you want in life now?
success

7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
depends but i rather use umbrella

8. What’s your favourite thing to do on bed ?
reading, dreaming, sms-ing
9. What bottoms are you wearing now?
long trousers (what i always wear)

10. What are the nicest things in your inbox?

outrageous and breathetaking views of enviroments

11. Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
no...hope it wont happen in the future

12. Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
nope

13. What was the last movie you caught?

Harry Potter and the half blood prince


14. What are you proud of?

Win i hate to lose..but didnt mind losing with some benefits,compensation or outcome

15 . What does the oldest text msg in your inbox says and who is it from?
something bout ice-cream from yee wen

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?

What about now byu Chris Daughtry

17. Do you have any nicknames?

yes alot.. All of them are given but most of them i get it from camps
1.bugs bunny - by my friends when i was in primary 5 due to my buck teeth
2.Ryoga - given by my fren
3.Winter/summer/autumn/spring - given by our fasilitators in camp coz i was the leader of the seasons group
4.Arul - a name call by my family
5. mamarul/mama/mam - given by chia sing if not mistaken
6.

18. What does the newest text msg says and who is it from?
Siew Han scolding me for not sitting with her in tuition. lol

19. What time did you go to sleep last night?
1am

20. Are you currently happy?
yeah....without any reason ^^ just plain happy

21. Who gives you the best advice?
daddy..he's my hero LOL!!

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
No

23. Who do you talked to on phone last night?
Chia yung

24. Is something bugging you right now?
yes,Educations and exam

25. Who is the last person to make you laugh?
Again Chia yung last night

26. Do you like yourself?

Yes and no

27. You want $5 or $10?

I want both!! ROTFL

28. Do you think you are stupid sometimes?
OHHH yes...i do many stupid things...sometimes i try hard to do it

29. Who is your best best best friend?
Steven Hee Chia Yung (can't believe it eh?)

30. What will you do if you like that boy?

Just talk to him la ^^

31. Who are your favourite stars?

that one...eh eh no...that one...uuu that one one look pretty

32. You hate your mother sometimes in some ways?
I wouldn’t say hate. 99% of the time, it’s love <3

33. Do you had even stead before?
Not really sure...but i really want to in the future

34. What type of boy do you like?
The one who doesnt pissed me off

35. Now are you single/attached?
single

Pass this tag to 10 people !

1.Mervin

2. Chan Chee Nie

3. Pang

4. Josh

5. Coffee Lim

6. Vicky

7. Yee Wen

8. Chia sing

9. Juliana

10. Amanda

1. Would you date number 5?
Would consider =) but she's more like a sister to me

2. Number 2 just got in a car crash. How do you react?
Oh...she's dead?

3. You see number 9 with your boy/girlfriend. What do you do?
Hi ^^ meet my sister

4. You come home and your room has been ransacked by number 4.
What do you think you're doing!!??

5. Number 1 is acting weird.
means that's him

6. Numbers 3 and 8 decide to give 10 a haircut.
I dont know what would happen

7. Number 7 just got tickets for him/her and ask you to go to a concert.
THANKS!! Let's go

8. Number 10 takes you to a bar.
chocolate bar? weee~~

9. Number 4 has to move to the other side of the world.
Oh...he decided to join number 2?

10. You and number 8 are being chased by the cops for an unknown reason.
Shoot them!! shoot them!!

11. Number 5 asks you out to dinner.
Let's go

12. Number 9 and you are sitting on a bus….
Then?

13. Number 6 calls you in the middle of the night because he/she can’t sleep.

hmm....i guess i'll company her..maybe she had too much coffee

14. Your walking with someone and number 6 runs up and tackles you to the ground from behind.

Ei...u got nothing to do ar?


15. Number 1 is crying one day and you ask him/her why and it seems their boy/girlfriend has dumped them.
OMG!! mervin!!?? crying!!?? that cant be happening

16. Number 2 offers to bake you a meal. As you sit in the other room, the kitchen is suddenly on flame.
Calll the ambulanceS!! u! go and run around in circle like a maniac!!

17. Number 4 comes to your door one day holding a koala.

WTF are u planning to do with it! it is endangered u knoW!!

18. Number 4 just got you an X-Box.
Who are you and what did u do to my friend?

19. Number 9 challenges you to a children’s card game!
Just play with her then

20. Number 1 thinks he/she’s overweight.
YES!! you are!! XOXOXO

21. Number 7 looks lonely!

i shall go talk her

22. Number 2 asks you rudely to go leave her/him alone.
then i will left her alone duh =.=

23. Numbers 5 and 3 decide to throw a surprise party for you.
I WILL be surprised.

24. Number 6 decide to dye their hair black. What do you say to that?
Whyllahhh u waste ur money when ur hair is black?? unless....you...HEHEHE...have WHITE HAIR!!

25. You catch number 9 by him/herself, crying.
Ask her what happen

26. Numbers 1 , 3 , 5, and 6 all tackle you at once!
Evade,run,kick and GGGGOOOOOAAAAALLLLLL!!!!

an apple a day keeps the doctor away
a maggie a day helps you go away

can u believe that we are able to read japanese ppl's attitude or behaviour just by their name? well..we can =D
here's some example

suka memaki ----- Kusuke Cacimake

kuat makan ----- Nanase Kasibanya

kuat tidur ----- Wasuka Tidomati

suka merempit ----- Takisah Caremati

trip handsome ----- Wamase Hensam

suka kasi orang mengira ------ Kaseko Kira


很累啊啊！！！！
突然很想去海边游泳！！ = =
怕怕大考

Stop bugging me!

As the title goes

Happy birthday to Crystal Lim / Coffee

Happy birthday to u~
wahaha... lol
wahaha...ei ei ei u 19 d eh.
so old yerr..
haha


dun wory
u r juz one year closer to ur death only ma
XD
jkjk

lai lai
later go celebrate ^^

DEAD*

'nuff said

jog~

gone jogging with zhen xing,jun ling and jie ming


jun ling really funny when we ask which to decide


zhen xing :" hey, which one should i choose?"

jun ling :" dunno,go throw dice and decide."

zhen xing : "dun have dice"

jun ling : " then throw rubix lo"

we all burst to laughter by that time


= =
zhen xing and

Gloomy sunday

Sunday is gloomy,
My hours are slumberless
Dearest the shadows
I live with are numberless
Little white flowers
Will never awaken you
Not where the black coaches
Sorrow has taken you
Angels have no thoughts
Of ever returning you
Wouldnt they be angry
If I thought of joining you?

Gloomy sunday

Gloomy is sunday,
With shadows I spend it all
My heart and i
Have decided to end it all
Soon therell be candles
And prayers that are said I know
But let them not weep
Let them know that Im glad to go
Death is no dream
For in death Im caressin you
With the last breath of my soul
Ill be blessin you

Gloomy sunday

Dreaming, I was only dreaming
I wake and I find you asleep
In the deep of my heart here
Darling I hope
That my dream never haunted you
My heart is tellin you
How much I wanted you
Gloomy sunday

Anniversary to Misha

I ADORE YOU!!
well...almost everyone does
was checking mail and playing chess
until i come accross a game
which somehow remind me of misha
i almost forgotten that today is the
anniversary for misha
i learnt how to sacrifice
i learnt how to get better
i learnt how to anticipate cleverly
and i changed
Teng kiu

Tal in memories~
26june1992


Kamarul Arifin

Happy birthday to mervin

hahaha^^
happy birthday to mervin
one year older d leh
this year quite many entertainment bout 17 years old leh
yyyeerrr...but why la ur birthday end up in sunday?
last day of the long long long holiday somemore..
nvm lahhh
anyways

cheer up and be happy always
like what vicky gave u ROFL
wish u good luck in ur competition !!
yosh!

THANK?

yay!! finally i'm home
after 8 days of camp + programme + fun i'm home!!
jz reach home from KL
and now lemon staying in my house
haha... vicky now i noe how u felt b4
he touch almst everything that are possible to touch
wahaha....omg
vicky really thanks ya!!
it've been a very fun nite together with u and lemon
nights of laughters and staying up until 4a.m = =
one more hour late than last stay

holiday is here..
but what is missing?
hmm... i wonder..

suddenly i feels sad..
remembered what i've done and what i didn't
thinking how stupid i am
someone pulls my hand and get me out from this hole..


thrusted

first i wanna share some nice view..

this is the migration of stingray of northern tip of the Yucatan Peninsula...






and now the gross part..KFC time !! wahaha - -"
Sir Colonel Sander sir..dun be angry ya
too bored i suppose..hehe

wala~

change the song ^^
exam day is here...
kinda having problem with chemistry
slept during exam(like always) except during chemistry..
wahaha....add math are sap sap water right wahaha...
okeh...wanna go study
ciaos

hot & not cool

I WANT TO GET FATTER ,TALLER , AND SMARTER!!
sick lately...it's the season maybe..
it's damn hot!!
really..even the paper inside mr.chan's car turns black..
i'm becoming lazy by 12.30p.m bcoz it's when the sun showing it's power..
well.at least i'm not alone = = (wait..is that a good thing?)


yay!! finally... i have a new harmonica!!
it's been a long time i played it since my last harmonica was damaged
i played back some songs but i'm not as good as last time
i remember when i played it on stage in my primary school..lol
i was scared and i closed my eye and played it.. lolx
but at least i got a good compliment back then..



finally done my add math project..
yay!! omg..i havent done my PJK folio..i'm dead

the clock really are ticking fast..
well gtg
ciaos~

Arifin~

pictures ( what again?)

well...this is what i do last month lol..
kinda having a lot of activities...



cheese cake!!! XD





Happy birthday to Yi Hua~~
although u are an introvert and shy..but still u're very popular ^^
the badged sang happy birthday song to you leh..
even in tuition teachers sang along. = =

i want also

=X hehehe


lastly...the chess competition in seremban that i've won but didn't take the prize..yay!! wasted


oh ya...teacher's day are coming! yay!! more picture hahaha
ehemx...oh ya...

personality

You're fun to be with, secretive and difficult to fathom and understand. You're also quiet unless excited or tensed. You take pride in yourself. You're easily, consoled, honest, and you tend to be concerned about people's feelings. You're tactful, friendly, and approachable. You may tend to be emotional temperamental and unpredictable. You're easily hurt, witty, and sparkly. You tend to be spazzy at times. Luckily you aren't revengeful. You're forgiving but you never forget. You dislike nonsensical and unnecessary things. You guide others physically and mentally. You're caring, loving, and sensitive. You treat others equally, and have a strong sense of sympathy. You're wary and sharp. You tend to judge people through observations. You're hard working and have no difficulty studying. You love to be with friends. You're not aggressive unless provoked. You love to be loved. You're easily hurt and you take a long time to recover.

pictures~