As you can see(probably), college is taking the TOLL on me..

Tutorials are hectic.. its like pages of questions to be done with increasing difficulty..

Practical is ok la.. but only done Physics so far.. so nothing much..

Lectures are fun though... there's one sub-chapter in Physics which makes me hate Physics.. Vectors(forces in equilibrium)..

I never concentrated about this in form 4.. and now, I'm paying for it!

This should give you a hint


Arranged a 'meeting' with Mr Loke.. for him to teach me that part again... hope it will be clear then..

College is hectic, stressful, pressurising... but nevertheless.. its fun!
Dashini can't park.. haha.. We went out to Jusco then when we came back... she couldnt park her car.. she was like shifting her gear when we stopped.. "I dunno how to do la".. then I offered to help, and before she got out, she turned on the Hazard lights.. just to park! Big emergency i tell you.. hahaha...

Bio we're learning the simpletons..

Chemistry, I du

I come back tired, but I hold my sleep.. if I sleep, I wont feel drowsy at night..

Then around 10,
drowsiness kicks in.. and 'snore'..

In retrospect I really wasted the 5 months of holidays..

Plus no time for GAMES! also..

The subject I enjoy the most is undoubtedly Biology.. Its fun, fast-paced, entertaining and educational..

When I couldnt solve the Physics.. I hated myself so much.. I just wanted to drop college.. haha..


Thx for tuning in..

Another life of a TARC-ian

Hey there~

Kamarul's here ^^

So, how was everyones doing?

fine? no?

however you feel is important cause it affect your ways life and thinking.

Same apply for myself.

I'm starting to like college life and starting to adapt the lifestyle here.

It has been two weeks and I have completed my first week of a levels
YAY~ *clap*

Many have changed..i mean myself
for these two weeks

I've become even more diciplined
I slept at 11p.m because i need to wake up early.
I woke up at 4a.m everyday just to study until 6a.m.
Bath.
Breakfast at 7
then go college at 7.30 (class starts at 8)
after college go bak home changed and go back to colleges' gym.
dinner around 8.30p.m
and do some revision or maybe tutorial until 10.30
bath & sleep.

Seriously, in my hometown i was a very lazy boy that reluctant to do most things.
I procrastinate a lot
but here, even online seems boring.
So...books here i come~


A levels really are intensive.
my classes usually ends at 6 while the earliest is at 4a.m that is on monday.
we have all five subject
General Paper, Physics, Math, Biology and Chemistry.
while there are subjects that are made compulsory for us to pass by the Malaysian Goverment is Malaysian Studies and Pendidikan Islam/Moral.
Though it is considered Maximum to take 4 subjects for A levels in science, we have five. Which also means we can drop any subject that we don't want/need.

Maybe i'm going to drop physics by the end of this sem

It Been A Long Time I didn't Update The Blog =X



Hahaha.. I Guess I Got Nothing To Share About It..










Mervin

One step forward

Now i just realized how comfy my bed is.

:(((((

Started staying in KL already.

have to restart everything.

I just made friends with the my new housemates who is also the house leader.

We talked for some time and she asked me that do I have any friends here nearby and i told them i don’t.

She then asked me whether or not want to meet her friend.
so this is how the conversation went roughly.

Rain :”hey, do you have any friend/s nearby?”

Me :”Not that I recalled”

Rain :”Wanna meet my friend?”

Me :”huh? Why?”

Rain :”Just meet~”

Me :”Anything.”

Rain :”ok ^^”

*Rain start calling her friend..and asked whether she’s busy or not. Fortunately her friend is busy…but unfortunately for me, she set for us to meet on Tuesday. PAISEH aaa =.=.

Living alone independently is quite tiring but I love the feeling of washing my own cloths,sweeping the floor and do everything without anyone else to tell me :)

I don’t know why but usually in my own house when asked to do these things I just don’t want to and very reluctant to do it. But living here maybe it already be my responsibility to do it myself. But the weird thing is I never enjoyed doing these before while i’m doing it happily now. Maybe it’s the responsibility stuff again or maybe I just don't like being told what to do.

Though everything i said was sounded i like this place. There are certain parts that I might take time to get use to.

For example,

Sleeping! yes…this is the HARDEST part.. It’s like damn hot in here… I got a big fan turning on full speed but it still hot and I felt like a Barbequed human…

1st attempt, Sleep with cover.

2nd attempt, sleep without cover

3rd attempt, turn fan to full speed

4th attempt, take off shirt

5th attempt, go bath…then wipe dry and sleep

yeah..it took me 2 freakin’ hour just to get myself to sleep…

I miss my bed.

then..

I have to get myself as quiet as possible.. because all my housemates seems to be sooo damn quiet.. well, although it just 3 of them back and 2 of them come back at 9-11p.m but still…

I WANT TO BUY A HEADPHONE!! I want to sing :(

Oh ya, thank you Jackson for giving me the link of the website.. I love it! Will treat you lunch next time we meet =)

Ok, I should go and prepare for my orientation later.

College starts today.

YAY~

Happy Mothers Day

You told me how little you've done for us
How disappointing you are to me
How you can't make the best of herself for us
How you ruined my life

But it's just because you care.

But you forgotten...
How much you suffer in pain giving birth to me
How much you stay up late when i'm sick
How much you spend your time to listen to me when i'm having problems
How much you care about me when i'm hurt
How much you gave me support when i'm down
How much you encouraged me when i'm lack of confident.
How much you worked so hard to send me to school, gaining knowledge
How much you taught me
How much you lied just not to make me cry
How much you tried you best just for me
But what you want from me is a smile.



Mom, you sacrificed so many just for me.
A child of yours like myself
are grateful to have a mother like you.
What you gave to me,
It is impossible to repay you


Thank you mom for loving me.
Thank you for giving birth to me.
Thank you for supporting me.
Thank you for everything
and finally..
Thank you for being my mother.
I love you mom

My Mother

It was you who told me with your teary voice
looking away

That if you couldn’t lie anymore
Living on would not be possible

Since you wanted to be loved
You kept on laughing
Through any hardship

Sadness is something
I could endure
If I were alone

Kindness is so
Cruel, Isn’t it?

Even your heart
Becomes confused

I want to be together forever but
Things I dont like about you seem to
Increase by each passing day

Were like-minded, arent we?
I feel like I understand

I have someone I can love now
If that day were ever to come
I wonder if I could change

Happiness is
Although it doesnt
Shine like magic

Isn’t hatred
Just a slight misunderstanding?
Please dont cry

Mere fate
Is something you can change
Crying into the night as I ran from the house

And in that secluded park bench
I waited for you to come pick me up

Sadness is a thing
If snuggled together,
A thing of great warmth

Kindness is
If its close to you
Its taken advantage of

Hey
Im happy
Probably because

I had you
With me