aimless

being non-employed really not a fun thing.
kinda bored and i really feel useless and feel shame for being non-productive.

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on the other hand,
we work.
i feel bored jz by sitting there waiting for customer.
or...mayb i should find other work.
but i don't think that's a good idea since i'm going to start my college life soon.
argh! life aren't just consistent enough.